BORED

A simply shout out about life when everything seems so flat. I don't have any specific topic to write, but I really want to do it. So I decided to post a picture that I made by myself 2 years ago, when the same circumstance occurs. So there you go!

Commitment is an act not a word - Jean Paul Safre

2013

Seems to late to post 2013 things, since it's already February 2014. But what did actually happen in 2013?

Yep, so many things happened in 2013, either it is bad, good or even better than any other year.

Personally, 2013 is best year so far, especially in my university life. I found and learnt many stuffs, and unconsciously made my self even better than I thought. Mostly what I wanted in that year, became a reality. I don't know why, and how those things magically happened, but I do feel very grateful until now. And here is a short story about what a big thing occurred in 2013.

When I saw one of my best friend went abroad to participate an International event, I was so jealous, yet happy for her, because I do believe in her quality in doing MUN things. However, it didn't make me hate her or something, but more likely inspired to do the same thing. And yes I joined the audition for International events, that was held by one the bureau in my university. The result was I'm not qualified enough and got rejected. At that time, I was happy because the reality were I'm a newbie and I should learn more to increase my skill. Yeah, the positive thing was I have another year to make my self more decent to be selected.

Two months after that, it was holiday, one of my lecturer called me and said that I will replace one of my friend to go to Philippines. I was shock, happy, even couldn't say anything because at that time, a few days before, I was promising my self, that before I graduated I should join any kind of international event. It was like dream come true!!! I was so speechless, don't what to do, what to say, I was so nervous.

After the euphoria that I selected, I went to Bandung to joining the practice. Just a month before my departure to Philippines, I prepared a few things, the materials, the technique and the mental of course. Actually I was struggling because it's a new thing for me, but I did enjoy it.

And the moral story is now I believe in a power of mind. Beyond whatever happened, it was because I would like to achieve it, and I'm trying to do everything that, probably related to my dream. I don't know how it happens, but it works naturally. The year of 2013 gave a magical moment for me and couldn't even ask for more. 

Lastly, I hope 2014 will rock my world again maybe even better than 2013. :)

Here are the happiness that captured in 2013. Enjoy!

I was one of the delegate.

Before the departure.

USLS with my partner.

A beautiful sunset in Manila.

Aku dan Kau

Aku tetap berteguh bahwa kita ini berbeda.

Selera kita pernah sama.
Kita bak langit dan bumi, jauh, tak pernah bersatu.
Namun kita terperangkap dalam dimensi yang sama.
Kau memang begitu tampak nyata. Sedangkan aku, hanya kau yang bisa melihatnya.

Seketika itu, aku coba tunjukkan diriku.
Tak ada seorang pun yang mau melihat ku.
Aku kotor, hina dan penuh dosa.

Ada yang bilang aku ini sampah.
Sedangkan kau, ya, kau itu sama seperti mereka.
Kita terjebak dalam sebuah dimensi yang nyata.
Sebuah raga yang semua orang bisa melihatnya.

Dominansi mu, tak bisa terelakkan.
Bahwa aku hanya bayanganmu yang hanya bisa terdiam, menunggu dibutuhkan.

Kita? Aku tak sanggup megatakannya.
Kita beda, hanyalah, kau yang belum bisa menerimanya.

Yogyakarta

These are some picture of mine during my visit to Yogyakarta. Yogyakarta is a nice and beautiful city, yet the people there are so decent.

Prambanan Temple

Keraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat

Sewu Temple

Borobudur Temple

ParangKusomo

This short trip has taught me a simple thing to my life, now I believe that traveling is my passion.

Mati Rasa

Tak perlu rasa kesal, hanya terdiam
Tak perlu rasa bahagia, hanya terdiam
Tak perlu rasa sakit, hanya terdiam
Tak perlu rasa emosi, hanya terdiam
Tak perlu rasa cinta, hanya terdiam

DIAM DIAM dan DIAM
Kita ini mati rasa,
tak mengenal sakit,
tak mengenal kesal,
tak mengenal bahagia,
tak mengenal emosi,
bahkan tak mengenal cinta.

Semua telah mati, mati rasa.
DIAM untuk semua rasa
MATI untuk segala raga

SATU

Aku satu;
Bukan dua;
Atau bahkan tiga.

Aku ini semu;
Bukan kekal;
Atau bahkan abadi.

Aku ini dosa;
Ya, penuh dosa.
Seluruh darahku mengalir semua kesalahan, kekeliruan, kegelisahan dan kegundahan.

Aku ini Manusia, bukan hewan, bukan malaikat, bukan Tuhan;
Bahkan setan.

Aku satu;
Tidaklah dua;
Pasti bukan tiga.

Semuanya semu, sama tapi tak serupa.
Kadang nampak kekal, namun tak terasa abadi.
Itu HIDUP, bukan nyawa.

Dosa atau kebajikan,
Keduanya sama, tak berujung, kadang kala tak bermakna.

Manusia kadang berjiwa hewan, kadang berwajah malaikat, bisa jadi jelmaan Tuhan. atau jelmaan setan.

Aku satu,
tetap satu,
dan akan selamanya satu!!!!

All Around You!

Well, this is a post about people around me. I feel so grateful and happy, because God gives me such an amazing friends, especially when I was standing alone facing my college's life.
It has been a year, but it feels like yesterday. No matter what happened in my life during these days, there are a few people come to cheer me up, or even listen to my story. We share happiness, sadness, and silly things. And here are some photos or let say a journey of mine with my lovely friends.
 

Oppa Shandy's Style

When China, USA, and Indonesia Unite

Christmas and Present

We Are Never Ever Ready

Sweet Birthday

Short Trip to Tidung

Dim-sum's Gangster

Lets Gather-ing.

It used to be me, you, or we. Now its about us. :)