sesak

Mungkin hidup tak semudah yang kita bayangkan,
tak semudah membalikkan telapak tangan.
ketika masalah datang silih berganti,
rasanya ingin kulepas raga ini dari tubuhku.
begitu sesak dirasakan.

Ketika itu semua menjadi belenggu,
hilang semua asa menggapai impian.
Impian yang sesungguhnya,
sesungguhnya...
sulit untuk dijelaskan.

dan bila ada waktu nanti,
akan kusampaikan sesak ku ini kepada-Nya
melepas segala sesak yang telah kulalui,
kulalui sampai sejauh ini.

COLORFUL

Friendship

I really want my high school back, and I always asking why time runs so fast. One thing that I found from my high school is my friends. I miss them a lot now. Just can't imagine how my life is going to be without my friends. I hate to say goodbye to you guys.

And this one is specially for you, MY FRIENDS.

untitled

I really don't how to write, I LOST MY WORD each time I tried to write something. And it's absolutely annoyed me. Therefore I did nothing with my lovely blog. :(

Anyway, I have been moved to Bandung, due to my study. I take civil engineering on Universitas Parahyangan . But, I'll go home regularly on weekend. Its gonna be a tough year, I think. I just made a huge changes, from being comfy at home and living with all my family and now I live alone at Bandung. Then wish me luck. 

J.O.U.R.N.E.Y

 I started my journey from this class.

 

 Less studying but lots of fun here, I really miss you guys. 

X5 is full of happiness and friendship's story.

Then,

I moved to science class, XIA3.

This class was so unique, everyone has their own way to pass that year.

It was the creepiest class ever.

  

 And finally, my senior year ended here at XIIA2.

Love and betrayal were the best words to describe this class.

 

 High school is the beautiful moment in my life, which comes to our life once. I will never regret it.

 

"Your schooling maybe over, but remember that our friendship still continues." 

Grenade

This is what I actually feel right now. Enjoy.

Careless

Having a group of friends, to chat, to talk, to laugh and to play with is so good. I mean you have an exclusive people to share with, but we have to be careful of what we did. It's gonna make us becoming "careless".

Creating a group which consists of people that we love is actually good. But there are many consequences that you have to face. For instance, if you create a group with someone, you suppose to be know well how to manage the time for your self, your group, or even your family. If it is not, it will take a serious problem.

Becoming careless is one of million troubles that affected from taking a part in a group. It caused by our lack of responsibility. Somehow, some people are in those category, they cannot afford to manage the time. They are too busy with their group. And finally, they will lose everything, their old friends, their families and even their chances to do a lot of things. Then they will feel so lonely, like nobody cares about them.
  
Well, people maybe have a thousand reason to create a group. It is people's own choice. That is their rights. At least now we can learn hows people can change dramatically by only decide a small choice. 

L.A.Z.Y

Bruno Mars, one of my favourite singer is so adorable yet amazing. I love all of his songs, especially this one titled Lazy Song. Here is the video, enjoy.



Whatever Will Be

This video reminds me to always keep grateful for everything I got, have you?

EARTH HOUR

Just for 1 hour, you could bring a better future.

Keep us and next generation alive.

Unite us to see our brighter era.

Only a simple thing, switch your lamp off.

DO "EARTH HOUR"

"This earth hour, go beyond the hour"

  

Song Review 2#

March has come guys. Sorry for took a long post, it has been a tough and hectic month. I have lots of test. Anyway, i have been accepted in Parahyangan University, as i said before that i participated the USM. It was a really difficult test, there are maths, physics and english test. But now, what a relief, i'm so happy. I also changed my blog's layout, the font and the photo. Put some comment, i'm waiting for it.

Then, good news for all of you gaga's fans. She has launched her new video, born this way song. You know that Lady Gaga always makes a different and unique stuff in everything she did. And here is it, what we all are waiting for. In this video, you'll see a real changes of Lady Gaga. Lady Gaga shows her strange appearance in video a lot. Let's see:

And also it's not gonna be complete without the lyrics. Here you are :

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We're all born superstars
She rolled my hair, put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way)
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

( Queen ,
Don't be , Queen )

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!

Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!

New Story in 2011

It is my first post in 2011. Anyway I took some rest to post a new review due to some reason. Those things made me really difficult to write even to think. Sorry by the way.
So new year, new stuff and new ideas, right?
Yes for me actually, I have done lots of things. According to me it was a positive one, because it made me real better right now. Yup, I had a huge problem with my self before. It is too hard for me to explain, but the point is about confidence and many other things. It finished now, and i am extremely so glad.
Today I went to a sushi-specialist restaurant again with my friends, claudia, elizabeth, erick and stephen. Of course with a special discount event from credit card again. It is a great day today, we laughed until we tired. So it ended happily, after we through many troubles. And it inserted with a crazy incident from claudia. Its so secret, I cannot share with all of you.
Today also is my best friend's sister or just call her my best friend, Jane, who having her birthday today. Happy Birthday Jane, wish you all the best. Just delete a bad memories in the past, face your future and enjoy your recent life. Also check her amazing website at http://iamspringgirl.blogspot.com
Two days later, I will go to Bandung for participating USM in Parahyangan University. USM its kind of test before you go to university in here. So wish me luck. FYI Parahyangan University is my favourite university, especially their choir, so cool.